How do I stop wanting you the way I do
How do I suppress my needs
How am I supposed to do this
Its been this way for ages
This is nothing new
Im just not allowed to be upset about it anymore
The words were spoken
But did you understand
Do you know what this means
I hope you understand
Understand how difficult this is for me
Even though I said the words
I said the words for you
So that you didn’t hold the guilt
We know your limits were reached
I did this, I broke this, I said the word
But im broken too
